Dream Big 130
The time has finally arrived, and the wait will soon be over. Dream Big is officially preparing to go back into production to begin filming Season 4. I am super excited for this upcoming new season, and I can’t wait to get started. Currently, I am working on the guest list, and it is almost full. Although, our previous format is changing, we will still share the same inspiration to others who are chasing their dreams. I wish I could fill you in a little more about what you can expect, but for now all I can tell you that it is going to be so much more than it ever has been in the past. Until then, I will keep everyone updated, and I do hope that you are as filled with anticipation as I am. When I am not working on the show, I am staying busy with working on my own dreams. In fact I have gotten back into modeling, not quite where I want to be with it, but I am closer. I do hope I can keep up with it still when we start filming the show again. I have also been diligently trying to obtain more acting work, and submitting on anything that I am a possible fit for. The other thing I have been working on is getting my book out there to agents, and so far I have been rejected by half of the ones whom I submitted to. The first thing that I plan on doing is rewriting my query letter in hopes to change opinions about my story, and that is all I can do for now on my book. As far as acting, and modeling goes, I just have to keep trying; by submitting to casting calls, and any model calls I come across. It is a lot of hard work, and it can be frustrating at times, but I try to keep positive thoughts about all of it. I can do this, and I can’t give up. After all is said and done I will accomplish everything that I have set my heart on. I know deep down in the pit of my being that I will make things happen, and this is going to be the year that it does. No matter how stressed, or how much I may doubt, I can’t let myself falter, and I can’t give up when it hurts to try. I am at least lucky enough to have people in my life who wouldn’t dare let me quit, no matter how much I beg, or plead with them to let me. Although, most of the time I don’t show how scared I really am, or how much of a mistake that I think I am making. I don’t share it with anyone, but I am absolutely terrified sometimes. It is not the just fear of failing that I am afraid of, it is the fear that I am simply horrible at all these things I am trying to do. I worry that I am too delusional to realize the truth that I actually suck at all this, and that I shouldn’t be trying any of it. If it weren’t for all of my friends who believe in me, and my abilities; I would have given up already. I appreciate everyone who has been there for me; I couldn’t do any of this without you, and you know who you are. Thank you. Staying strong when you want to give up is no easy task; sometimes you have to ask for help. Trust in those who believe you can do anything, and always dream big.