Life as we know it could change in an instant, whether it is because of an accident, or something else such as an opportunity you have only dreamt about. The funny thing is that in the blink of an eye even the smallest decisions can have the largest impact. Sometimes they can be a positive change, while others are left with a lifetime of regret. I have struggled with the various changes I have had in my lifetime thus far, and I know now that all the things I have set in motion will either be what moves my goals forward, or they will set them back so far that I won't be able to regain my footing. It's a scary thought in all actuality; the thought of losing everything I've worked so hard for, but on the flip side I could gain everything I've ever wanted in life. To be honest, my only true wish is to be able to do all the things I love, and still be able to earn a living without stress or worry that my bills won't get paid, or where the next meal will come from. I hate being on the fence about everything I'm trying to do. The only thing I can do is keep working hard, hope for the best, and pray I can keep my lights on.